continued - 21 August 08, 22:50

sometimes i feel that it is just what im supposed to do. sometimes i feel that they are just taking advantage of me.

they have duties for us to take turn to wash the cups, utensils, wadeva. it is not my duty to do it this week. and i am doing it for mon, wed, and today. im off on tuesday. spring cleaning on every mon, wed, fri. im always being asked to do it. and she only clean the places i cant reach. which is like only 3 rails.

okay. maybe it is because im new, i dont really knw the stuffs and i cant help much, therefore asking me to do all these cos they/she is doing most of the impt jobs. but OIE, i am here to learn. and how do i learn? you should be teaching right? if i am so clever and brilliant to learn all the things just by observing, i wouldnt be working here alrd. or maybe it is cos thr're no customers and you're afraid tt i'll get bored and ask me to do these stuffs. highest possibility tt this is impossible.

stuffs not told or explained properly causing me to do the wrong things thus having the need to redo and get lil cuts here n thr all on my precious fingers n palms.

so damn lazy that she cant even get the stuffs she wanna get when she just walk passed it and need me to get for her. some things that chould be done personally by you, you dont do. stuffs like folding of clothes, i fold alrd u see not nice u refold again. wa pianggggg. laugh my ass out la.

idk is it im too sensitive or is it the fact la. i'll knw the ans as time passes. for the sake of money. MONEY~ -.-

finished my rantings. not really. i am feeling very bad for this week. dont know why. making me have the urge to eat alot of junk food again. and i just ate like dont know how much of potato chips, 1 lu/ru dan and 1 fruit. idk wad fruit is tt. mummy says it is prune.

i wanna drink java chips, ice blended coffee caramel, honeydew milk tea, oreo coffee, milo, ice lemon tea, winter melon tea, vitasoy, yoghurt drink, milk tea.
i wanna eat kfc zinger meal, long john silver combo 1, yoshinoya teriyaki chicken set meal, mos burger fish burger meal, pizza hut, pastamania, swensens, nyny, gelare, ben n jerrys, laksa, curry, CHOCOLATE, DARK CHOCOLATE, doughnuts, ba kut teh, black bean soup, stir-fried broccoli, ban mian, and if i really wanna list out all of them, i will never finish typing.

gng to bed b4 i start munching again. goodnight to all!

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